The Words You Speak
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
CHIA CHIN HOE JUSTIN MICHAEL AND JOEY TAN YAN PEI ARE BACK TOGETHER OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BACK IN LOVE =D
~~~~~~Love Her
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Farewell to you my love,
I can't longer give you my heart,
I kept my love for a long time,
Waiting for you to come back.
Farewell to you my love,
Don't doubt that I don't love you,
You're always on my mind,
And never forget in a time.
Farewell to you and never hate me,
It will hurts me with regrets,
thinking of you in silence,
Makes my heart tears with sadness.
Farewell my love,
My time is over,
I need to go,
Until this is over.
~~~~~~Love Her
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Looking at the photos of us
the day we held hands on the bus
our rings connected together as one
i felt that it was just a test run
to feel what love is all about
but you made me give my whole heart out
and now as time went by
we came to a point you said good bye
thinking back to those old days
we had so much fun but hey!
this might be gods test
to see if we can handle the rest
the ups and down that life can give
i hope that you can really forgive
how stupid i was in letting you go
i regret my actions now you know
crying and wishing to myself
that this 2 years wont go up the shelf
and even if its way up there
hidden among the dusty air
i will be here waiting for you
to relive those days that we loved to do
a little picture tells alot
to a love story that we have got
from 1 to 100 there are odds
our story is bound to have alot
but sorry that its like this
cos this is my last apology
to you my precious little one
i wish that our hands are back as one
i love you baby.
by justin.
the day we held hands on the bus
our rings connected together as one
i felt that it was just a test run
to feel what love is all about
but you made me give my whole heart out
and now as time went by
we came to a point you said good bye
thinking back to those old days
we had so much fun but hey!
this might be gods test
to see if we can handle the rest
the ups and down that life can give
i hope that you can really forgive
how stupid i was in letting you go
i regret my actions now you know
crying and wishing to myself
that this 2 years wont go up the shelf
and even if its way up there
hidden among the dusty air
i will be here waiting for you
to relive those days that we loved to do
a little picture tells alot
to a love story that we have got
from 1 to 100 there are odds
our story is bound to have alot
but sorry that its like this
cos this is my last apology
to you my precious little one
i wish that our hands are back as one
i love you baby.
by justin.
~~~~~~Love Her
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
living a life of regret now.
i should have cherished her.
should have taken care of her.
-when i met you, i did not care about what u looked like or what people said.
-pimples? WHO CARES! i believe that it can be healed.
-too young? calling me a pidofile? fuck off. i love her and its none of your business.
-when we were together.
-god blessed me with the best girl i could ever have.
-never have i thought that i would be so happy.
-having you in my arms in a tight hug fitted perfectly.
-Full of effort, blood, sweat and tears i have put into the relationship to make her happy.
-like a road there is bound to be potholes or bumps.
-we argued from time to time.
-i took those big and small arguments as learning points of each other.
-going out, watching movies, shopping, were her favourite.
-so what if i didnt like to go for some.
-i would enjoy her company.
-i would give me free time to her.
-make sure shes not alone.
-to school, to meet her friends, to somewhere.
-share experiences together
-holding your hand was really beautiful.
-who cares if its .. or ... i would just hold it. because its hers.
-so what if she was embarrased about something she did.
-i would still love her
-promises i made.
-i will keep my word.
-if i have to wait.
-i would wait
-as it is coming to an end
-i didnt know it would be such a hit.
-thought a special 27 could be spent enjoying the whole day together.
-watching a sunrise
-have a nice breakfast picnic
-go shopping
-catch a movie
-going to the Formula 1 night race
-as a couple.
-preperations and lies.
-i made to my parents
-bought the ticket for her.
-so excited.
-never felt that i could not be holding her on that day.
-never thought i would not be together with her on that day.
-how careless of me.
-to let the most happiest blessing of mine fall away from me.
-it would not be able to be back to the way things were before.
-waking up early and seeing her beautiful face in the morning makes my day.
-seeing her off to school.
-picking her from school.
-having fun together after school.
-are all memories now.
-sweet memories.
-i will keep with me as the bridge from me to her heart.
-still loving her.
-promises still kept in my heart.
reading through letters she wrote to me.
found a little card that was attatched on the 1st birthday present she has ever given to me
reading it dropped my heart even further deeper into my stomach.
i can feel the love she put into that little message
and its the closest thing to me now to remind me of us.
girl.. i am sorry...
this wouldnt have happened if i realised it earlier...
now placing you into so much stress and stuck between 2 giant walls
i am the stupid one.
i am at fault.
but it is too late..
not for her.. but for me..
that one last chance she gave me
exploded into smitherins on 080909
love her still.
~~~~~~Love Her
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Please :(
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~~~~~~Love Her
Sunday, October 4, 2009
All the songs from my heart...
~~~~~~Love Her
Friday, September 25, 2009
sobbing into my pillow...
regretting not cherishing that moment...
now its this...
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2 years after that day..
waiting patiently and planning for 2 months...
doesnt feel the same anymore...
its not the same anymore...
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Formula 1 ticketsone for HER and one for me..
this sunday
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2 years...
lucky to be the 2 out of 1000 to get the tix =D
hopefully...
it would be a happy and enjoyable day for us...
hope everything will be normal...
wishes that she will be happy...
Sunday
27 Sept 2009
2 years after that beautiful day
we are going to this gigantic event as Friends...
with the Finals of the 2009 Formula 1 race in Singapore
with performances by
Backstreet Boys, Beyonce, Chaka Kahn and many more...
$130 a ticket better be worth and i better get a souvenior from the cars...
~~~~~~Love Her
Thursday, September 24, 2009
hard to find an opportunity to be with her nowadays..
shes always with him.
i want to make it up to her. but how..
i need to be with her.
its so difficult to see someone you love and took care of just go off like that..
shes drifting away from me. =(
please.. i hope she is doing the right thing
i dont want her to get hurt..
please dont regret any of your actions..
~~~~~~Love Her
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I wasnt jealous before we met
Now every man I see is a potential threat
And Im possessive, it isnt nice
Youve heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isnt true
Now everything is new
And all Ive learned has overturned
I beg of you......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still dont know what youve done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I dont have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Ive had a few little love affairs
They didnt last very long and theyve been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all Ive learned has overturned
What can I do......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Now every man I see is a potential threat
And Im possessive, it isnt nice
Youve heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isnt true
Now everything is new
And all Ive learned has overturned
I beg of you......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still dont know what youve done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I dont have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Ive had a few little love affairs
They didnt last very long and theyve been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all Ive learned has overturned
What can I do......
Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
~~~~~~Love Her
Friday, September 11, 2009
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~~~~~~Love Her
Sunday, August 30, 2009
a stroll along the beach
or watch a movie
tell me please.
to spend time with someone who is POOR and BROKE and ROBBED.
cashless
money-less
NO money
bo lui
what ever u want to call it.
its just too hard =.=
=>a walk on the beach
.....a picnic
.....eating a sandwich made from home
.....munching under shady trees
.....enjoying the warm breeze
=>stare at a screen
.....enjoying the sound from the screen
.....pay $$
WHY!?
provide and provide.
give and give.
pay and pay.
whats left for me
a bright, sparkling, perfect little, shiny 10c coin.
and ditched...
what a feeling...
~~~~~~Love Her
Saturday, July 11, 2009
YAY
tmr meeting baby!!
go to many places!!
to be specific.. 5 places!!!
and then a nice treat at the end of the day!
pierced my lip again..
now have a snake bite
=D
hope mum and dad dont mine me having this.
i know baby dont mind =x
babyy solli
coz i said sorry a million times
ill change to solli =)
at least u cant say that i am the same
i love you baby
if u really are bored play a game with me
dont do that thing
u know
that thing u just told me =)
~~~~~~Love Her
Monday, July 6, 2009
bloody shocking show lolwatched with baby at our old usual cinema
cathay cineleisure orchard
haha baby and i hugging each other
actually i was protecting her from the monsters =x
went up to the eGaming area at cathay
all the computers there make me wanna
upgrade my comp summore =D
currently running at 3.7ghz
hope to go higher... need more fans and coolers in my rig!!!
babyy i love today.. i dont want ur that
stupid thing u know wad thing im talking about
that thing u know
that one
that thing
to ruin us
to all.. dont live life in regret.
so think before u do or say something =)
I LOVE MY CUDDLE WUDDLE IN A BUNDLE!!!
~~~~~~Love Her
Saturday, June 27, 2009
YAY 21 MONTHS!!!!!!
bum bum & dum dum
abit more to 2 years!
caught 3 little penguins for baby
from the crane machine
thats a gift for you =D
cant believe it...
21 months went by so quickly
hope this can go on longer baby <3
last 3 mins of this day
3 words for you i have to say
x33 I Love You x33
~~~~~~Love Her
Thursday, June 25, 2009
COUNTING DOWN TO OUR 21st MONTH OF HAPPINESS =D
<3
<3
<3
<3
just 2 more days baby!!!!
~~~~~~Love Her
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
HAPPY 20th MONTH BABY!!!!!!!!
counted down to 12 midnite to wish baby
a happy 20th month!
Every time I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim At your eyes like a spotlight,
The beating of my heart is a drum, and its lost
And its looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
Ive got to follow it,
cause everything I know, well its nothing till I give it to you
baby.. words can express many things
heard from a nice song
and i remembered by hard.
especially this part
for you baby =)
happy 20th month
happy happy
yeppy yeppy
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3
~~~~~~Love Her
Monday, May 18, 2009
woo!
back frm a wonderful day with bum bum
went to watch
Uninvited
okok uh not scarey but shocking lol
had work today as usual..
so sian uhh
at least
today was brighter than yesterday =)
and I experienced something wonderful!
For the 1st time in my life!
haha
a nice thing ^^
thank you bum bum!
thank you for today!
thank you for the happy day =D
i love you! <33333
muakks!
~~~~~~Love Her
Friday, May 1, 2009
BACK!
just came back frm date with bum bumm
1 way to describe today
=)
im happy if bum bum is happy
bought for her some stuff frm topshop
got my Fashion Fastfoward card
watched this show called The Ramen Girl.
not a bad show actually.
enjoyed the show and hugging my BOLSTER
in the cinema =P
tmr gonna get a new hard disk for my HP lappy
thn pass to bum bum to use =)
I SO GOOD RITE!!!
wahah
bum bummmm
i hope you are happy..
cutie pie.....
bum bum.....
baby.....
bee beee.....
MONSTER! =P
Bee ahhh
i love you larhh!!!
i want to see u happy...
im doing all i can to make u happy okayy =)
Labels: gotta get a MAC
~~~~~~Love Her
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I MISS MY MONSTER!!!!!!!! =P
tmr i must go fetch her!!!!
DUN CARE abt my splitting headache ahh!!!!
wahahaha.
our anni present this month so special...
we got ourselves a pair os sickness!!
haha couple sickness =D.
bum bummmm i wan to meet u soon....
now u inside the monster stomach liao
the monster voice sound like ROARRRR.
work getting better....
got my first pay XD $242
approx. $17 a day! omg... thats peanuts
nvm...
thinking of getting a MAC BOOK =)
~~~~~~Love Her
Thursday, April 16, 2009
me and bum bum cool face
my cool faceYesterday after work met up with bum bum at tamp..
went to eat japanese satay..
so happy can meet bum <3
Today off day
went to fetch bum frm sch..
thn go to 460 lepak awhile
thn off for lunch.. bum bum had prawn mee
thn ahhh something else oso smell like prawn mee =P
so happy with BUM BUM today..
i enjoyed today
stress relieving day with bum XD
~~~~~~Love Her
Monday, April 13, 2009
hiaz.. miss my bum bum
im so tired now..
post another time..
bummmmmmmm
i miss you!!!!
~~~~~~Love Her
Sunday, April 12, 2009
oooooooooo
attatchment gonna start tmr... 11am
gonna miss bum bum alot..
10 weeks cant fetch her frm sch
but sometimes she gonna fetch me frm work place XD
wahahahh
bought a new keyboard..
built in backlight
went out with bum bum today...
business again...
then went to raffles city to eat chicken and calamari..
good stuff thn bumm bought her bag sumthing
like mine.. but different pattern only.
~~~~~~Love Her
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Today.. accompanied bumbum go do more business..
arrived at Bugis.. we went to the new shopping centre
ILUMA
haha weird name but very nice place.
had this escalator frm 1st floor to 4th floor scarey o.0
if dont have that humongus barrier,
it would be a very high fall =)
thn went back to tamp.. sorrie bum bum
had to ditch her to have dinner with my parents..
thn came bac for her =)
see so good LAH =P
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arrived at Bugis.. we went to the new shopping centre
ILUMA
haha weird name but very nice place.
had this escalator frm 1st floor to 4th floor scarey o.0
if dont have that humongus barrier,
it would be a very high fall =)
thn went back to tamp.. sorrie bum bum
had to ditch her to have dinner with my parents..
thn came bac for her =)
see so good LAH =P
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~~~~~~Love Her
thinking of getting a tattoo..
this edited pic should be okay right?
if my mum or dad yells at me
i can say:" i tattooed while thinking of you 2"
i included MUM and DAD in my tattoo
and they wil be with me for the rest of my life
good idea?
i think so =)
miss bum bum alot.. bt meeting her later =D
loves
this edited pic should be okay right?
if my mum or dad yells at me
i can say:" i tattooed while thinking of you 2"
i included MUM and DAD in my tattoo
and they wil be with me for the rest of my life
good idea?
i think so =)
miss bum bum alot.. bt meeting her later =D
loves
~~~~~~Love Her
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Great movie about the end of the world..
Went on a date with bum bum had a lot of fun =D.
1st time! bum bum come and fetch me wahaha.
We went to Doby Ghaut and bum went to buy Sims.
Then went down to bugis, supposed to go walking
BUT it was already 45 mins before our show!
RUSHED back to Ehub to catch Knowing
it was great..
Accompanied bum to lily aw for her appointment
then sent her home safely.
bum bumm hope i made u happy today =)
Went on a date with bum bum had a lot of fun =D.
1st time! bum bum come and fetch me wahaha.
We went to Doby Ghaut and bum went to buy Sims.
Then went down to bugis, supposed to go walking
BUT it was already 45 mins before our show!
RUSHED back to Ehub to catch Knowing
it was great..
Accompanied bum to lily aw for her appointment
then sent her home safely.
bum bumm hope i made u happy today =)
~~~~~~Love Her
Justin is mah name
currently in ITE College East
19 years old ~2009
closer to death every 30th may
27/09/07
LOVE HER Still..
waiting for her
Wishlist
~ Ride better
The Beautiful Ones
~ BumBum<333
~ Jane =)
~ Alger =)
~ Mandy =)
~ Tricia =)
~ Haziq =)
~ Cheryl =)
~ Derrick =)
~ Celest =)
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Past Disasters
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~ BumBum<333
~ Jane =)
~ Alger =)
~ Mandy =)
~ Tricia =)
~ Haziq =)
~ Cheryl =)
~ Derrick =)
~ Celest =)
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Past Disasters